Bada Sehar🌇

Tu bhaag kar kyu aa gayi bade sehar se? Sapno ka shehar hai na woh toh?

"Sapno ki mandi hai"

Maine suna hai waha par raat nahi hoti? Bada sehar kabhi sota nahi hai? Life se aisa adventure nahi chahiye tha tujhe? I did. Lekin adrenaline rush ki ek baat hai, woh zyada lamba last nahi karta. What lasts is the satisfaction & no matter what anyone says, woh chote shehron me hi aata hai. Where you feel like yes, there is a clock, there is time, there is choice & there are humans. I have always loved bada sehar but for some reason, I keep coming back to apne Ghar akhir  Ghar hai na. Kitna bhi un-adventurous ho, ghar toh ghar hota hai.

I think everyone should live a Big city to understand how simple their hometown was. Rush is always beautiful when you're trying to run away but kab tak? Someday you have to face the hard things.You will have to see failure in the eye & say ki yes, I accept, I need to work butts off. You will have to look at friends succeeding & tell yourself, my race is different than theirs. You will have to realize that maybe, your parents & friends do not have the most practical solutions to your problems. You will have to eat up your ego & step out of your comfort zone to be like...

This is my rock bottom. I will ask for help. I will fold my hands. I will tell my Apologies. I will pray my prayers. I will cuss my agony. I will let go my assumptions. I will bury down my expectations. Cause once a great man said. When you let go, when you don't care...that's when the universe start to dance, for you.

So, well, all this agony & angst, I still want a quiet gentle life by the lakes.

Watching sunsets🌅

 ~Shrishtisinghrajput✨