Forgive🌈

Learn to forgive yourself, for every time you acted against what you deserved, because you put someone else first. For all those days you spent alone with your phone in your hand, restless, refusing to ring the only person whom you wanted to hear from, because deep down you knew that they weren't going to pick up. For each night you spent wiping tears that dampened your pillow over people who couldn't take care of your heart. 

Learn to forgive yourself, for being soft in a world that didn't know what to do with a soul like yours, for taking time to learn that love is not pain. Love does not make you uncomfortable. Love is not unsure about you. Love is not wrapped up in apologies and band-aids to cover up all the scars that weren't there before they arrived. Love does not leave too soon or arrive when you no longer want it. Learn to forgive yourself, for thinking that love is all those things because those you love didn't know how to cherish you in return. Learn to forgive yourself, for questioning love rather than the people who didn't know how to carry the weigh of it in their hearts. Learn to forgive yourself, for trusting, hurting and breaking more than once over someone who wasn't worth it. And accept that with forgiveness comes a new chapter, with forgiveness comes hope that you have learned what you needed to, with forgiveness comes responsibility to trust yourself. With forgiveness comes the belief that you know what's right for you and from now on -you will never accept anything less than what you deserve.

~Shrishtisinghrajput✨