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मैं थोड़ी देर जी तो लू🦋

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Somewhere between the old me and the new me, I lost the real me-the rare me. Don't we all try to be someone we're not? Or are we just becoming someone who isn't truly us?  In the race with the world, I lost myself. I lost myself trying to prove to everyone that I'm perfect, forgetting that everything and everyone around me is imperfect. So why am I trying to be perfect? And for whom? Definitely not for myself. I lost myself in the process of meeting others' expectations, in proving my worth to them. But was it worth it? What did I gain? A new me whom I don't like much. I've realized one thing-I've been running in a race I never wanted to join. And now, I'm trying to stop. Trying to take a break before I'm completely exhausted. And now, I feel like: मैं थोड़ी देर जी तो लूं। ~Shrishtisinghrajput ✨

Bada Sehar🌇

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Tu bhaag kar kyu aa gayi bade sehar se? Sapno ka shehar hai na woh toh? "Sapno ki mandi hai" Maine suna hai waha par raat nahi hoti? Bada sehar kabhi sota nahi hai? Life se aisa adventure nahi chahiye tha tujhe? I did. Lekin adrenaline rush ki ek baat hai, woh zyada lamba last nahi karta. What lasts is the satisfaction & no matter what anyone says, woh chote shehron me hi aata hai. Where you feel like yes, there is a clock, there is time, there is choice & there are humans. I have always loved bada sehar but for some reason, I keep coming back to apne Ghar akhir  Ghar hai na. Kitna bhi un-adventurous ho, ghar toh ghar hota hai. I think everyone should live a Big city to understand how simple their hometown was. Rush is always beautiful when you're trying to run away but kab tak? Someday you have to face the hard things.You will have to see failure in the eye & say ki yes, I accept, I need to work butts off. You will have to look at friends succeedi...

Through My Eyes 🧩

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आज़ाद हूँ मैं खुद की नज़र में, जो अगर सब की नज़र से देखूं तो हवालात में दिखूं Through my eyes, I am a free bird, if I see myself through others' eyes, I will end up being in a cage inside That is why I say, "Love to me is a bird out of the cage instead of building one more cage together" I still remember countless things they said, some used to say "be like this" some used to say "do this way" some used to say "are you mad what are you even doing", some said "this can't be a dream you should be chasing", some said "you won't make it", some said "leave it it's not your cup of tea", while some said "look at yourself how will he fall in love with a body and face like this", and people keep saying, keep doubting, keep blaming, keep excluding me out, and I realized it late but being myself cost nothing real except everything fake. The worst thing someone can do to someone is to make t...

Shattered 🍂

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When Life Hurts Too Much There are moments in life when the pain feels unbearable — like waves crashing one after another, leaving you gasping for breath. Right now, it might feel like nothing makes sense, as if every part of you is screaming for relief, for peace, for something to hold onto. You are not alone. Pain, though deeply personal, is also universal. Everyone breaks down sometimes. It’s okay to cry, to feel lost, to not be okay. You don’t have to pretend. Take a pause. Even if the world keeps moving, give yourself permission to rest. Healing doesn’t happen all at once. It's slow. But it begins the moment you choose not to give up. “दर्द वो नहीं जो आँखों से बह जाए, दर्द तो वो है जो दिल में चुपचाप रह जाए।” ~Shrishtisinghrajput🌸

If Only We Knew 🌸

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Life is very unexpected. We never know कि कब, कहाँ, क्या आख़िरी बार हो। We always complain about small things, get angry over little issues, and often lash out at the people we love for minor mistakes. We break bonds over a late reply, not talking enough, or not being able to give time. The truth is, we tend to get upset with our loved ones over the smallest things. Maybe some of us got angry at them just before leaving for a journey, or just before they stepped out of the house. We're lucky if we or our loved ones still reached the destination safely, even after a fight. But maybe just maybe life had different plans for some. Not everyone reaches where they intended to go. And not everyone gets the closure they deserve sometimes, goodbyes remain unspoken, incomplete lost in time. We never know where life will take us. So, be gentle with your loved ones. Don't get mad over minor things. Because वो जो अब साथ नहीं, उनकी गलतियों से क्या नाराज़गी? In the end, it's n...

वक्त के सबक⌛

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I read somewhere that 'WAQT NE SAB SIKHAYA, PAR WAQT PAR NAHI SIKHAYA.' It hit me like a stone. When I was a child, I always thought that we gain knowledge from education, but as I grew older, I realized that we learn from time and life.  I learned many things from life; one of them is that I found myself and learned to enjoy my own company. With time, I lost many friendships, but I also made friends who would never leave my side, even if I distanced myself from them. With time, I learned to stand up to people who used to easily make fun of me. I learned to control my anger, be patient, and not waste my energy talking to people who don't think rationally. I realized that if they're not stopping, then you stop and change direction because talking to them is a waste of time. I learned to cut toxic people out of my life-those who don't value my efforts. Most importantly, with time, I learned that people are not home; they are like rivers-they flow, they cha...

Dreams ✨

Have you ever wondered how dreams sometimes secretly hint at a future event? Most of us overlook our dreams because the ringing of the alarm clock jolts us into high alert, pushing us to start the day. But our intuitive selves do exist, patiently waiting for the right time to surface. I've had dreams that to my astonishment came true, some partially, others completely. One of these dreams was very specific and vivid about its location, the person I met there and the topics we spoke about. I texted that very person, and guess what? We met the same night and talked about far more than I had dreamed of—a reunion we both longed for. Another dream involved my friend, where I helped her by holding her hand and reassuring her that everything would be alright. The very same night, she texted me to say she had almost tripped and fallen, but a friend had saved her just in time by holding her hand. The dreams that truly matter to me are so meaningful, they stay etched in my mind effortlessly....