Shrishti Singh Rajput

I am emotionally unstable ( maybe that's the right word) one second I'll be drowing in my own thoughts, then I'll torture myself in my mind, another second I'll be cheering my self up. I can do stupid things ( infact I've done it ) another time I'll get scared, I'll be regrate full. One day ,I'll get lost, another day I'll envisioned clear paths. Sometimes, I get too sad for no specific reason. It's miserable that the thing that once made me same is slowly drifting away from me. For those who checks me out, who message me privately, sorry for not telling the whole story , i can't even understand myself in that spare of moments but know that I really appreciate you. Despite the chaos of this world you still choose to give me the fragment of your kindness. Also, I stumbled before, still stumbling now, it still hurts me , I'm still crying inks to spill the bottled emotions but I'll stand up "Not immediately b...

"You deserve a love that's.. reassuring; the kind of love that will make you feel safe and sound - the love that heals your old wounds and not add up to the pain you've felt. Love and pain may be tied with each other but the right love will never hurt you- the right love, will even allow you to grow , the right love will cradle your heart with steady hands and will never shake at any single misunderstanding. wait for it. Never settle for less- never let anyone manipulate you into believing that hurting is fine, masked under promises of love." ~Shrishtisinghrajput✨

The lonely path sad and sorrow ful I stand  In deep dark nights all alone  Is all wt I want to sink in deep and vanish slowly .... Go with the flow and disappear from the monsters ... The light yes the light I see gives me hope but the sooner it switches my dreams shades away ... It was like I was conjuring up this sadness and it was just spilling out of me.” Only in the deepest the more deep and deep darkest silence of my inner soul goes infinity deep way and here goes long way ahead ...yes its yet incomplete though can't be jotted in 26 alphabets ....unfortunately yes I quit ...I quit from liabilities I am up and done.... ~Shrishtisinghrajput✨

Pahuway Let's pause for a moment. Let's stop worrying and Just live in a moment. I know it's hard making adjustments, but we'll take one step at a time.  For now , let's try doing what we love one after another, let's try getting back on track. You've been pounded by different weights, and now is the time to let go of those baggages. It won't be easy, but it will worth it. I trust, I believe. I got this.✨ ~Shrishtisinghrajput✨

I've been away from people,even from the closest ones, lately. It has been weeks since I last spoke to some of them. The real reason is I've gone tired of everything, even to those persons that I treasure the most.  I've got exhausted to the extent that even just listening to their stories had drained me; that through a response or even an advice wasn't needed from my end, it wore me out. I've been quite, because I was afraid to lose them, that few of them might misunderstood this state of mine. But this is me- I disappear once I am stressed out. I distance myself, not merely because I'm done with them, but for the reason that I cherish them deeply; and that I must hold unto my being first before showing up again to them. I want to hear there stories once I am fully present on the moment. What terrifies me the most is reaching tha max of this phase - also getting tired of my own self. So the energy that is still left in me are all offered...

Soulmate , the word itself says, who loves your soul and whose soul you love...Naah, giving a tag relationship to two people is not love or saying I love you just for the sake of it isn't. When you say it and meant it, and not only meant it but prove it in your actions, that is love. When you accept the other person for not only the good things, but also for the flaws. When you feel like starting your day with them and ending with them. When it's been years together, but still there's excitement to meet each other. When one is hurt, the other tries the best to cheer that one up through maybe love , lame jokes or what not! Being the first person to know it all - the happy moments and the sad ones. Unlimited text , calls and even hours together feeling like minutes. These are the good things- a soulmate accept your flows too, may it be your short temper, or any other bad habits of yours. Above all, you get "the vibe" when both of you feel com...

You know what I think, I think when someone tries to open up and share a part of their story with another person they sometimes feel disappointed because that person won't actually connect and have a feeling towards that experience. They may try to understand it but they can't really connect with it. Some people may just say that "they are there for you", "you can tell me anything"... but when the time come for you to get all emotional and trying share what you feel, they don't actually get it. Then you may feel that they'll get annoyed by your cringy words. Maybe they don't but people who are sensitive to those things may think that. The thing is no one can actually feel what you're feeling, some people may have similar experiences but No one actually knows no more than their own pain and sorrows, their own happiness and joy in their own life. Those who don't comprehend haven't walk the path.  People makes bad...